Out of Normal: Strange things are afoot at the Circle-K.

April 14, 2003

Strange things are afoot at the Circle-K.

Im not really sure what it is folks, but something strange is going on here in blog-land. I just get a really weird vibe that not all is well. If anyone could please shed some light, I would entertain a discussion.

Im finding myself in a new place in my life, which I am sure is no big surprise. The past year has been full of new, interesting, delightful and scary things for me. Somedays I wake up and feel like I have been completely sand-bagged. Other days I wake up and want to get outside quickly to see what the day has to offer. And then yet other days again, I want to pull the covers back over my fucking head.

I thought that growing pains ended somewhere around 14 years old. I feel robbed that I was not prepared for this in any high school or college course. Here I am, 32, almost 33 years old. My entire life is being turned upside down, and I am finally realizing that I don't have a scripted existence, nor do I have anyones expectations to live up to. The only bar that I have to measure myself against is my own potential. I have lived miserably below that level for my entire life. One thing that has been made so simply clear to me, is that if I can dream it, I can do it.

There is a dream that I have had since I was somewhere around 18 years old. It is a business venture which would be surrounded by a dramatic life shift. Being the visionary that I am, I just see the big picture. The picture and direction are VERY clear, and I can see the entire operation in place, and know the kind of feel that I want in the place. When I close my eyes, I can see, hear and smell the place around me. I have been blessed with someone who has a wonderful mind and attention to detail. This is something that I don't normally discuss, but since the dream is becoming more clear in my mind, I need to let it breathe a little bit, and talking about it seems to be able to do that for me.

I hope that all of you are well, and that blessings are pouring themselves on you the way that they have been on me. Life isn't perfect, but REALLY, REALLY close.

Posted by Broch at April 14, 2003 05:08 PM

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Don't look for blemishes. Life is perfect now. :-)

Posted by: April at April 15, 2003 09:43 AM

Thanks April, you know, you are right. Life is very special right now, and I am enjoying being able to live in the moment. We live in good times, reguardless to external things going on around us.

Posted by: Broch at April 15, 2003 03:31 PM

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